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Current mood: Lollipop
A Reflection of Surprising-yet-Dissappointing ReaLity,
My first 5-years-relationship wuz a gr8 investment & charity for the Malaysia DJ industry. But still, our Malaysia turntablism industry is too much of politics. Well, I might gonna work on sum broadcasting exposure with RTM or Ntv 7 about our urban art & music scene.
Congrates Irman for launchin' JuNK here in M'sia.
Smell it at www.junkonline.net
Err, pickin' up where I left.. my 1st relationship wuz too tight in a hole that I just had to break it up, and run far..far away. Yeah, I beseech myself to masticate my words. *wicked chortle*. Would U be deliberately or accidentally mangled after seeing a lost labyrinth young frump finally is the one who's taking care of ur ex?
You've wished & been praying for sumbuddy BETTER for him, better than you or better than the 'labyrinthe'. LOL* But yeah... It proved finally what kind of guy he is & what kinda taste your ex has.
I'm so forgetting that I even had a so called first love once. It's just a big shame. Wished it wuz anotha person. Insipid. Well, too bad if 1 of 'em is reading my page. ;)
Tuhan berkatilah daku.
Dan moga dia dilindungi oleh Mu.
Kullu NafSiL ZattiKaL Mawut = 'every precious soul will die'
(syukran Shabbir, for translating it for me)
From my side? Ain't no angel, me.
Well, I just followed Rihanna's advice, cos
I don't wanna be a Murderer.
So, now I have found my lollipop, which has made my life complete yet pretty challenging, disturbances coming from the circle of networks of my new lover. Here's E, my new favorite alphabet in my L.O.V...
My new lover has her past. I have nothing.. ZERO from mine, so I am safe. However, my new lover's past is coming to my present. Am I still safe ? At least forever? Will my heaven now be ambushed by my new lover's ex' past elements ?
Love,
Miss Melaya (6.51pm, 29 May 2011)
L...O...V...E.... if we push the letters like pushing a person out of the door, it sounds E...V...O...L. Hmmm, Evil.
Well, yea, say it like Victoria Beckham. Hate to Love is evil. Maybe nowadays majority would say Loving is evil. When U love someone, u r like entering a casino. Walking through shoulders of smart good looking men with tricks which will cut your money into pieces leaving u lose with nothing left, and gorgeous ladies that are waiting to burn your heart until u feel the heat, until it flames into ashes.
Do we gamble to love ? Like how we do when tryina get a contract signed ? Or deal sealed ? Do we gamble to approach someone we meet at first time like how we enter an expensive restaurant not knowing the menu or when we haven't heard of any recommendations?
Do we gamble to get involved in the relationship intimately like when we trying hard to enjoy our favorite ice cream even when we have bad tooth ache? Do we gamble to spend every second with person we fall so much for, like smoking a cigarette after every meal even though we knew that every puff kills, because it feels so..so..good? Do we gamble to live everyday with that.. yes...her, of course...him, like when we are addicted to 'grass'... even though we realized it is a bad thing most of the world superstars can't live without?
I should not wait any answer from u, and u DO know that, don't cha? Because u and I know, it is proven that it is a win and lose reality games, oh yeah, we r still in the casino, because as I said per above, it IS like entering a casino, with marvelous choices, styles & attitude, which hide the agenda in the mind of the people u would bump into in the casino. Like reality shows, full of drama too. But, real drama. Not like Kim Kardashian's first few episodes when it started, C-. Well, gradually...it became B+, as it is a lifestyle teenage girls would want to see and have, the dress, the high heels, the eyelashes and the hair. That's about it.
Virgins like me...do love the freedom of speech. U would come across a lot more in my blog here, forgive me love. ;)
Let's rewind to where we paused.
Yes, U can read my mind. Love is the most beautiful thing, but it will be reversed as EVOL=EVIL, if human nowadays only know how to start, but do not know how to continue appreciate, sustain, live with it wisely and believe in it consistently.
Trust our self as much as we trust our lover
Color our love everyday
Avoid what our lover dislike
Jealousy is a healthy vitamin
Arguing is caffeine
Scandals are for dumb ass desperadoes = suicidal pill
Avoid suspicious 3rd parties
Love the ugly side of her/him
Watch her/him sleep for 5 minutes or for 5 minutes until he/she wakes up
Marriage is a happy ending AND a tragedy.
Fate is the heaven's gate.
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Miss Virgin loves "Wicker Park".
